Letters.

In the past this letter would probaly have been a lot nicer, joyful & meaningful.. but.. now we have ruined it. I remember when I was the one bossing you around, because i 'm older of course. Now you've out grown me, and were not exactly close as can be. I remember when we would play outside in the yard together, have eachothers backs when it came to getting in trouble with our friends, you wouldn't ever tell on me, and i wouldn't ever tell on you. That's the thing, I literally do miss those days, less complicated and heartfelt, but now everything is different. We will do anything to get each other in trouble by mom & dad, and i seriously don 't like it. Just wanting to let you know, that I do think about the good times with you Spencer & memories we've shared... But now... It's like the good times have gone, and carried in darkness around our friendship/ sibling hood. I love you Spencer! Hopefully one day, it will all get better.<3.